Welcome to my little blog. I created this simply as a way to pass the time. It seems interesting though.

May 31, 2011

I have a blog...

So...I...really have a blog don't I?  This isn't a weird dream, or my imagination, this is MY blog...No, lie, it's gotta be a lie guess I,look, I should put an entry then.  I don't remember even making this.

Ehh,,,I don't know what's going on.  I've rambled about Jen being dead, that I'm being followed,
none of that happened.  Jen moved away, and my birthday isn't until next month.
Damn it, that pary was for Jen, to say goodbye to her.

Everyone...I'm insane, that's gotta be it.  I spoke to her just last week over the phone,
really. She's even supposed to visit tomorrow to pick up some things she left.
Man...She even sent me a farewell gift, a peculiar little mask.  It looks like it was designed
after the makeup Kiss, that one band from the 8-s or 90s wore.

Now...this'll be my last entry.  I don't know what I was doing, why I thought that I killed her...

Goodbye anoyne who actually read my insane ramblings.

April 26, 2011


Guys...I'm being followed.

Someone is following me.  I think they have been for a while now.  I've been depressed after...you know, what happened not too long ago,  so I didn't notice.

Maybe Jen can help me...She'll have to, it's almost my birthday.  She alwa

April 24, 2011


...I don't know what to do.

I...I posted last only yesterday...right?  It's just a glitch...the wrong date.  I know I posted only yesterday.
I've...I've been missing for a month...haven't I?...
It...it was me...it had to have been.
Oh God, what have I done?
I'm going insane...there's no other explanation for it.

I'm sorry Jen.  I'm so sorry.

I must be insane...I was rambling about a woman with no hair in some of my posts...I don't remember anything about that.  I'm losing my mind, I killed her, I

I don't know what I should do...

All I have left of Jen...is this old notebook she lent me.  She sure loved to scribble.  A thin man.  A fat man.  A mask.  The moon.  A very messy sphere, the lines go right through to the other side of the circle.

...Please forgive me Jen.

April 05, 2011


I know I haven't posted in a couple days.  I didn't post because I was called in by Jen's parents to come and help them with her things.  Stuff like her posters, video games, and random stuff that she had lying around the house.  It took a little while to get things sorted out...

Something isn't right about this whole situation...Everything I find...makes it look like...

Like I did it.

My clothes, my lack of memory...I'm fucking terrified.  It's getting late, but I guess I can keep writing for a few minutes.  I'm gonna post this in the morning.  So it'll be April 3rd. when this goes up.

...There's a woman at the door, I can't see who it is, I think she's tall though.  I can barely see her shoulders... I'll be right back.

March 31, 2011


Jen's gone...

I'm...I'm sorry.  I can't type out an entry today.  But I guess I should explain what's going on.

She's dead.  Jen is dead.  My best friend in the whole world...  They've...I think I'm about to throw up.  They've found only the...bottom half of her.  It was horrible, I'm just glad...just glad I didn't have to see it. 

They took me to the police station for questioning, they thought I did it...because that part of her was found outside my house.  They asked where I was between the time of 7:30 and 8:30 of March 30th 2011.  Yesterday...My birthday.  I told them I was playing a couple video games Jen bought me, she had just left...I lied.  I don't know what I was doing then.  I can't remember anything between when Jen left and when I woke up this morning.  I must have fallen asleep, but if I answered with that, I probably wouldn't be here typing...Whoever did this...if the police catch him, I might not be able to stop myself.

7: 45...I don't know what to think anymore.  I just found a pair of clothes in the laundry, covered in blood.  My clothes.  I wore them just yesterday...  I think...I think whoever did this was in my house.  Does that mean it was someone over for my birthday?...No, I shouldn't jump to conclusions, I shouldn't even be thinking about this.  This is a job for the police.

7: 50 I've gotta stop, there's someone at the door, I can't see who it is too clearly, but I think it's someone with the police.  Looks like a woman...but they don't have any ha

March 29, 2011


Jen seems to be back to normal, though I still don't know what freaked her out in the first place.  She won't tell me, and I can't ask about it, she might freak out again...

My hair had finally gotten to the length I like it, so you know what that means?  Yep, I was forced to get a hair cut.  Fuck it's too short.  My hair barely reaches the back of my neck, and the bangs are about an inch above my eyebrows. Jen took/forced me to some old wierd barber, who didn't listen when I asked to at least keep the bangs the same length.  Fuck!  I'm sorry if I seem irritated, it's because I'm downright pissed.

Anyway, after arriving, there were four people ahead of us.  And guess what?  One of them was fucking BALD!  I can't quite place remember what he looked like other than he was bald, and dressed well.  Jen left me there.  It may have been a trick of the light, but she looked pale.  I must have fallen asleep just waiting there, because when I woke up, the barber was finishing the last one ahead of me.

A woman about the age of fourty-five.  The bald guy just sat there, didn't even get up, so I guess he...looking back on it, they might have been a woman.  She had a womanly figure, the fact she was bald must be why it sticks out in my mind. I guess she's a friend of the barber.  The haircut was boring, or at least I assume it was.  I can't remember actually getting in the chair or having the haircut, but I remember it ending, and looking at myself in the mirror and complaining...

So all in all, a wierd day . . .

I need to stop short today, my phone is ringing.  Probably Jen asking about my haircut.  She's gonna laugh when she sees how short it is.

March 27, 2011

I made an oopsie...

I'm thinking of only responding once every two days.  Too much of my free time is being taken up for me to respond every day.  So I guess I'll have to scrap that 'time by time' thing I had going.  I liked it too...

Jen's been acting wierd lately.  She seems scared of something.  And won't even look me in the eyes on some days.  She said something about me acting wierd lately before whatever happened to her happened...but I have no idea what she means...

The only thing I can think of is how I'd get ticked off after she makes me exercise, and just sit there complaining about how she wished she was thinner while watching me do all the work.  Don't see why, she's not overweight or anything.  She's not incredibly skinny either, but what weight she does have isn't really that noticable.  Anyway, I snapped at her once.  I actually yelled at her about how if she wanted to be thinner
she should get off her lazy ass and do what she's making me do.  I think my exact words were: "If you wanna be slender so much get off your lazy ass and do these damn exercises your making me do!"

She still comes over to hang out and she says we're still best friends...though she's been looking more and more tired the last week.  Looking back on it I feel kind of bad, and I've apologized multiple times, but she says that has nothing to do with it...I wonder why what I said is bothering her so much?

Anyway, another thing I guess I should say.  I've been having these wierd...visions?  Ha, that sounds so corny.  I don't know what to call it.  In the middle of nowhere I remember...something that seems interesting, and when I try and think on it more, I forget what it was in the first place.  Been happening to me all day too.  Probably a dream I had that I'm remembering.  Seemed epic too.

March 25, 2011


This is going to be a short update.

My computer...well...I can't describe it.  I'm being forced to use my friend's laptop.  My computer has something...wrong with it.  I can't access it, all I get is a completely black screen.  While not unusual, nothing we try will fix it.  We've called someone to come and look at it.

And then there was that "update" to this blog this morning.  I removed it from this computer, I think it was just Jen pulling a prank.  She's the only other one who knows my password.  Didn't know she knew binary, probably just a translator.

4:33 -- All that's really happened today is Jen complaining about how she wished she was as slender as her sister while watching me do some exercises.  The whole time she was eating a bag of chips.
4:50 -- School is still out, seems someone broke in and stole some pretty wierd stuff.  A couple of fake organs from the science classroom.  And couple of animals were found mutilated right outside the school.  Whoever did this is one sick fuck.

March 24, 2011

Sorry. And an update.


I tried to post yesterday, but my computer kept crashing.  Kind of strange, we ran every possible test we knew of for whatever was causing it.  Everything seemed fine.  I typed out the post and everything, multiple times, but whenever I tried to post it, my computer would freeze, turn off, or blue screen.  I got so frustrated I seemed to have forgotten what I was going to post.  She, my friend from the last update, told me I said it was very important...

I feel like I'm forgetting something...And not just what I was trying to post.  But I can't for the life of me remember what it was.  And neither me, her, or anyone we know have enough experience with computers to find it.  I was so tired yesterday...I don't even remember when she left, or when I went to bed.

...I guess I should say something about today.

8:23 -- I came home after walking to school.  Something must have happened, it's closed and the police were called.  One of the front doors had a broken window, so I guess it was a break in.  When I tried to ask about it, I was told to leave.  Guess I looked a bit suspicious, it was apparently announced on the news multiple times last night that my school would be out for the rest of the week.  Probably missed it while messing with my computer...wonder how Jen knew about it.  She was helping me.

10:15 -- Just checked the fridge, I ran out of soda.  This may not seem like an emergency to some people, but to me, it's like morning coffee.  I can't think straight without it.

10:20 -- Crisis averted, I found two packs in the basement.  A couple days until the experation date.  Wonder how long they3:33--youdidityoudidityoudidit've been down there.

3:20 -- My friend, Jen, came over and noticed I was gaining a bit of weight.  She forced me to exercise for two hours straight.  Wouldn't have been so bad if she participated for more than ten minutes.

All in all a normal day, people have broken into the school before.  Might post again later.

See ya.

March 22, 2011

Long day.

3:10 -- A bit more information whoever actually reads this might want to know. I'm a bit religious. I won't say which as the internet is no place for that.

3:16 -- I had a long day today. A really long day. It all started on my way to school. I live in a small town surrounded by mountains, with only a couple hundred people, so it's not that weird to see people you know walking along the same road as you...only I didn't. iwasthere
I saw no one on my way to school, but if felt like I was being watched. Like I was alone, yet not. There was a lot of fog, so the atmosphere was already creepy, must have been my paranoia.

3:25 -- The school day was normal though, but the walk back home was just as creepy as this morning. I must have calmed down, as I didn't feel like I was being watched. youwere

5:21 -- This is getting annoying. Someone keeps knocking on my door, windows, and ringing the bell, and then running away. A friend of mine who's over to help me with homework keeps answering it. She started shouting at whoever is doing it. They haven't done it in over twenty minutes now, so I guess everything is fine now. It's probably the neighbor's kid. He does this kind of thing alot. ididit

6:02 -- I just asked, the kid isn't at home. He's probably doing it at some other house in the neighborhood.

March 21, 2011

A bit bored.

I've heard that bloggers generally update at least twice a day.  I don't know how true this is, but I guess I will.

5:10 -- I made a mistake today.  And I'm a little bit frightened.

After doing some homework I watched a movie.  Perfectly normal right?  Well, the thing is, it was a horror movie.  I'm not that good with horror.  I can't remember what kind of plot the movie had.  Something about a haunted prison...

I got freaked out halfway through and turned it off.  And I was very paranoid.  I swear I saw something outside my window.  A figure wearing all black.  I couldn't make out anything else about the figure, like a face or skin color, but it terrified me.  It took me a while to calm down long enough to even start on this.

5:25 -- I figured out what happened.  I asked around my neighborhood a bit if anyone else had seen something like what I saw...It was my next door neighbor.  He was coming back from a funeral and took a shortcut around my house.  That guy...

I can't stay mad at him though.  He apologized.  And even offered my coffee to help calm my nerves after I told him.  I'm still a bit shaken though...

5:27 -- I can't seem to calm down.  I'm paranoid now...

Maybe I'll just go to sleep.

Starting Out

I just started this blog.  Don't know how many people will actually read this, and I'll bet even fewer will actually like it.  Doesn't matter to me, not like I'm doing this for views.  Just stress relief.

Nothing much to say about who I am.  Like I've said I only started this blog to relieve boredom and stress.  I'm 17 years old, medium brown hair, average height, a little bit overweight but it's barely noticable if you're not right next to me.  I'm a third year in highschool.  I frequent forums, youtube and the like.  And have read a few of the blogs on here.

Ran out to the store to pick up some groceries.  Bought too much soda, Dr. Pepper for life. :)

Noticed this guy staring at me on my way in, but he was gone on my way out.  He didn't seem homeless.  He was well dressed.  Could have been because I haven't had time to shower today.  I must have looked like a mess.

Met a friend I haven't seen in a while, he seemed kind of nervous.  It's understandable though, he is going to college next year.  I get nervous just thinking about it.

I think that's enough for now. Kind of short compared to others, but that might just be because I'm tired.  This is fun, talking about my day to people I'll never meet.  I think I'll do this more often.

Good day.